For many times I had engaged to different treatments but I had evaded to face bipolarity.
Now when I have many problems, I am going to make my best to work it out.
First I would look for a tutor, yesterday I sent a solicitude.
Then I would try to write daily about how I am feeling and what is going on with my life.
I think I am too sensitive, I get offended easily and I am very offensive.
I do believe in God. My heart is aching because I can not keep survival rules. I have to fight against cigarrettes, sexual lust and rage.
At home, there is a matriarchal order imposed and I learned to react with anguish to menaces.
I am not going forward in key themes like work, couple: I found myself unproductive.
I am dependant of my family. Two older brothers mantain me with a monthly payment. They expect me to graduate in June as a Doctor in Social Sciences. I had been last two years writing the thesis without success, and i keep pn telling them lies about my progress.
Concerning sex, I had many sexual partners, many of them just one night stand and I had engaged in dangerous behavior as homosexual and far family contact.